Do you ever think you've got something figured out, and in so doing, forget about all of the warning signs you should really be paying attention to?
Yeah. About that. I'm currently awake having one of the worst attacks I've had in awhile.
Because I thought I had my body figured out and I was in control.
Apparently not. Definitely not. I'd been starting to think that maybe there was another way to fix this, and that surgery wasn't really necessary. I don't know how I thought I could manage this pain any other way when nothing has worked for the past 8 months, but I did.
This is not something that I want to have to live with any longer than I have to.
If nothing else, it's become a painful reminder to me that I'm never really in control, am I?